Today my baby is one and is so longer an infant/baby but is not a toddler. Upon going threw some old photos I have realized how much he has really grown over this last year. In the beginning I honestly thought I would be able to hold and cuddle him forever! Now those cuddles are cut short because he would rather be running around and playing than being held by his mommy. Thats ok though, although those moments may be short they aren't yet gone. I still get to hold him, I watch him nap, watch how peaceful he is as he dreams. I love watching him grow and learn. I wouldn't change it for anything, no one could love and care for my son as much as I do, no one. I love that he's mine and I don't have to share him with anyone, except his daddy of course! I love no one gets to feel all the love he gives me and that no one gets to feel all the love I give him. I know there are so many years and tears to come and I can't wait to continue to watch my little prince grow! He will continue to teach me so much as well as learn so much from his father and I. My prince is truly the love of my life, my light at the end of a dark tunnel. Seeing him everyday, knowing he's mine, just lights up my whole world.
People love their kids at different stages either before birth, after, sometimes a little later on once they can bond. I loved my child while he was still in me, feeling him move and kick and even dig his foot in my ribs. No one could ever feel or know the job I felt while counting down the days, weeks, months till he was finally in my arms. The moment he was placed in my arms I loved him, I knew he was mine and no one would be able to take him from me, i would love and protect him from anyone who tried to hurt him.
So today he is one, no longer a baby but a toddler, but to me, he will always be my baby
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